Sunday, January 3, 2010

second, third and fourth thoughts...

crisp winter evening.
warm clothes.
rustling leaves each time there was a gust of cold wind.
smoke billowing somewhere.
glasses of red.
faint din of the conversation around.
really cosy and langurous.
hmmmm.....

thats the moment gyaani chose to burst my bubble!
right after he finished telling me that id never been politically correct...EVER.
i opened my mouth to argue..and then closed it.
thats the problem with really close friends.
they know you better than you think you know yourself.
so other than knowing all embarrasing details and stupid anecdotes about your life...what they do best is call your bluff.

see...the thing is gyaani doesnt agree at all with my last post.
too much analysing and putting it under the microscope...i think.
i valiantly tried to defend it.
after all i personally know ALL these types myself.
but something did hit home.
so i came back and re-read the whole thing again.
somewhere in that post...perhaps what was reflecting the most was my own disillusionment.

i still stand by the fact that all these different types do exist.
but yes...it would be more prudent....to not step out with prejudices.
after all 2010.....according to me....is going to be the year of the wild child.
the year where caution will be thrown to the wind.
risks will be taken.
and a life lived to the fullest.
without fear.

a dangerous game is about to begin...

PS: gyaani..keep the phone lines free...counsel maybe required. and now you'll only have yourself to blame :)



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3 comments:

  1. Maybe Gyaani is right! and why does your blog sound as if you really reayly want to meet new guys or people or always write about them. You seem intelligent and write well. write about other things. one of your earlier blogs speak of your interests in indian movies. have not seen anything written about them or even more poetry. Since you say "you are on the right side of 30s", women of that age have lots more to talk about than just guys or types of guys!!!
    Dave

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  2. ouch! that hurt :)
    isnt life all about diff phases? this is my random phase and im happy about it...but moods wil change...phases will too and im thinking so will the blog posts. until then...

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