jab i left....

you need a reason for everything.
and it better be a good one.
'cos i just felt like it'..doesnt cut it anymore.
not if u resign from a job after 10 years!

over the last 3-4 days ive been battling the worst.
from apoplectic phone calls...to whats-going-on texts.
are u getting married?
did u have a fight with someone?
is this about no prime time anchoring?
or crappy stories ur made to do?
is everything ok at home?
are u dying????

u name it and ive got it.
never have i had so many invitations to dinners and drinks.
everyone wants to know the "goss".
i guess thats to be expected..when u spend so much time at one place..ur practically part of the furniture.
imagine ur favourite papasan chair(the one u sit on, spill things on and fart on!) growing legs and walking off!

and here i thought il have complete peace.
to travel...read...think...and basically do nothing.
so just to put all ur minds at rest.
im fine.
not dying or getting married.
not fighting with anyone.
dont like anchoring.
these days hate reporting even more.

taking a very wise friend's advice...all i want to do is detox and de-clutter.
im sure life has some plans for me.
maybe il find another job...or another husband.

but for the moment i have only two things on my agenda.
that big upcoming international holiday called the valentines day and the party my friends are threatening to throw.
and working on the screenplay of my debut film "main samantha fox ban na chahti hoon".



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